Just so you know!

The heart you stabbed
Still beats for you
After days and months
It still waits for you
It still lives for you
It still loves you a lot

I miss you when I breath
I miss your scent, I miss your smile
Though you played around
I feel honesty in those sweet nothings
I loved you from the bottom of my heart
You were not sure what it was

I fail to change, fail to move on
I question myself, how did it happen
How could you leave me and my love
How could you hurt me so much
When you cared, you cared too much
And now the lack of it, hurts too much

No matter what you did
I love you like I love God
I am happy I was ever loved by you
I was ever one with you
I still remain loyal to your memory
And stay awake always, waiting for you

BhaShe

Forbidden Scent

In just one touch
I was covered by his scent
I still smell the same, after hours

Whenever I need
I smell that dress I wore
I would never wear or wash it again

I cannot resist
The temptation to smell
Do I like the scent or him?

What I might want
Is already forbidden
How can I even desire for it?

I do not want to let go
The smell I have acquired
Wonder, how am I going to preserve?

BhaShe